A note to myself

It feels nice to feel nice for no reason.
And it feels to be in peace, to be in peace when not everything is at its place.
It does feel great when all you know is, you know nothing enough and you try hard to not to push yourself too hard just to know enough.
It feels best when you close eyes and smile at your own self when you feel your smile bringing a tear at the corner of your eye and you don't try to wipe it.
It just feels a moment filled with life when silence calms the waves deep inside and you are just yourself imperfect but happy inexplicably...
It feels nice to feel nice for no reason.

Disappearing shadow

Frost on the windowpane,
burning elbows..half open windows..
When you turned away and left a note on the doorstep..
Wish my eyes were open too..

Not a bitter tear, still its warm and not so clear..
Maybe I cried a little hard..
For you will never be back...
When you closed the gate of your heart,
Wish my heart was beating too..

The road you walked on, was just my life..
You crushed the rose petals you presented along..
When you disappeared rather swiftly,
Wish I had strength to stand still to wave you goodbye..


Back to poetry mode..yay.. ;)

Who pulled the chain? :|

Am I not going to fall asleep tonight? 3.33 AM. Shucks here am I staring at the screen. I am tired. Very.

Somebody gimme some motivation or a cup of coffee :P