Whisper in the dark

Shine and hopes call reasons unleashed
Unbound memories remind the glitter on the windshield.
It gets darker and I look out of the glass
A bright star slowly falls into the darkness and I panic
I see my reflection fading from the mirror
And the shadows breaking down into pixels!

Closing my eyes,I try to see through the time!And I search for a picture unseen!
Current of wind waves starts blowing effortlessly,
And I feel that! Touching the void,approaching me slowly
It whispers in my ears,"Did you know,the star will rise again?!"
But I continue wandering in the vicious circle
Until the loop leads me back to the mirror!
Holding my breath I move closer! Only to look at the image!
As I look through, the shine and the hope gets brighter and stays
Ah! That makes me smile,I say "If it wasn't just the sunset then why is that my smile doesn't fade?" :-)


A year old poem .. I was as cynical as I am :P

On the Valentine's

No special words or sweet emotions
But faint Heartbeats and lovely memories
In your name I cheer today,
for our lost love
I whisper your name
While sitting in a corner
I still see your face everyday
On the sky, amongst stars
A special one
Twinkling not for me
But I am glad I chose you

Hope you always shine in the dark
I will find a path to reach my destination
Without you
Yes,I am glad I chose you
But I miss you
Warm wishes from a heavy heart
On the Valentine's
I just wish ,you meant when you said you loved me.

The perfect moment

The Ride

Loved capturing this from a moving train!

I call this Vanilla Twilight

A person , not a name

Hey you stranger
You knocked on my door and called my name
I saw the world in your light brown eyes
It seemed like you read the question on my face
You said some sweet nothing and paused.
Silence in your warm smile
Showed me the map of never land
I did not care to know where you wanted to go
I had a feeling you came to meet me
But I was apparently wrong.
Yes, I bore the name of your angel
You knew it, still you didn't listen to your soul
You left me when you remembered I am not the one
Leaving a void, so wide to grasp
Now there is a hole in my heart
And  I do not want to heal
For it feels right to live with a wound
With an empty look on my face

sigh

Speechless.

 That's it. :(

Lu Lu the wonderboy

Little did I know,
About how things could be
Before I met you
You became my best friend
And showed how beautiful life is
I learned how to be happy
Just when everything was wrong
Did you know how much I hated to talk?
You taught me to express myself, just without knowing
You make me smile,at the worst moment I go through
And rest assured I forget things which make me sigh 

You are the sweetest guy I know
Awesome and so mature
Lucky to know you boy
You are one of the best people I have
And proud of
You will reach the height you dream of
The height nobody can think of
Because you are unique, inspired and who inspires 
You are David
God's chosen one :)

Looove :D

Alright, the  above poem is just for David Abraham.. My bestest pal. I call him chipmunk. He holds the biggest share of  my smiles any day!  He had written a cutest poem for me long long back, when I did not have a clue that even I can ever write a poem. Always wanted to write one for him. This is just a miniature part of how special he is to me. Love you boy. God bless :)

Ink on paper

Wow! The most unyielding day of my life.! Other than trying to know things here and there didn't do anything else. Still there is a certain sense of - " everything mattered" .

Just want to drown into some comic world.  http://xkcd.com/835/ perhaps ( Heap sort LOL). The perfect place to feel connected to the chaos of life.Or maybe some Calvin and Hobbes - to live the forgotten childhood.

I wish I was a persona and not a person. That would have been much easier way to live, perhaps ..*sigh*

-- Going back to continue what I was doing in the random world of web to learn and unlearn!

Little bright blue light

I saw a bright blue light
Across the mountains
Up on the sky so far
I gazed on the scintillating rays
Only to find tiny rainbows
Dispersed and winking at me
I closed my eyes
To paint the dancing shadows
With the color of water drops
Falling from the trees

On a pleasant morning like this
The warm breeze, singing birds
Blooming flowers and the grass trail
Can make me smile and cry
To feel content
To feel alive
To feel loved
To spread cheers
To feel blessed
And to be obsessed of the little good things
Life has poured on my open hands

Come unto my heart

I see the world, the way you made it
The gift you gave me so fondly
You love me the way I need it
More than I ever asked for-unconditionally
You chose me from the depths
Where I was lost and lonely
Now I have your strength in me
Your power and grace
To praise you and to feel your peace
To wait to see Your Holy face
Lord, never allow me to
Close the door of my heart
Teach me how to look forward for
Your tender touch on my forehead

Lord, never let me to say I am alone
Because you never went away from me
I need you,every moment of my humble life
Tell me why did you call my name
Tell why did you heal me every time I was sick
You embraced me like you found your lost lamb
Make me worthy Jesus
Touch the deepest part of my heart...

As Airwaves

From the valley of awareness
To the road of realization
My Journey continues
Within the alleys of acceptance

A little rhyme on the lips
Is rekindling the sparks of hope
Counting the passing moments
In the present

Thoughts are flow as airwaves
Touching the inner hollowness
Soothing each hardened corner
Of lifeless blood streams
As a reminder of the past
And of the unpredictable future

Lost Protocol

Looking through void

When my breath meets tears

I remember how days passed

And an end to the affection

I trace back footsteps

To realize it was just a spiral

Of roads going nowhere

The certainty of the beginning

And of the end

Brings shivers down the spine

A tear rolled down my cheeks

To confirm an end to a lost protocol..

I forget to breathe often

When my faint heartbeats
Force me to live
I know
I'm out of your dreams
I don't find a reason
To feel the life when I breathe
It hurts & the pain grows
From deep inside
Where you're fixed
As a memory.
It's too hard, too hard
To breathe
Too hard, not to cry
And I weep remembering you
Remembering how we used to be
Bitterness of tears is hard to taste
You said you loved me
Now why did you leave me crying..



Then my heart told -"Darn. Too much.Cut it out." :P

Tunnel of sorrows

A mask on my eyes to hide tears
A mask on my lips to fake a smile
A heart without a mask to show my love
But I am invisible in your dreams
Not present in your life
...I am the darkest of your nightmares
Close your eyes & I'll disappear
From the deepest part of your memories
Hate me one more time
Because I loved you more
As the time passed by, engulfing me deeper
Inside a darker cave
A tunnel of sorrows meant for me
And still I'm a nightmare in your life
Hate me one more time
For I loved you, I loved you just more
As the time passed by.


Scary! I wrote this looking at my own picture. Guess I was feeling a bit down..

You are my only Hope

I seek refuge in your name

A name powerful, a hiding place

You drive away all my miseries

You are my strength ,a true friend

You have my name written on your palm

You never forget me, never let me fall

I feel safe in your presence,

In every moment of my life, In everything I do

Thank you God, you alone are praiseworthy

Truth, light and my path.

December

Under the shadow of silver oak
Envisaging countless dreams outré and offbeat
I'm close to break into a melody
Echoing carillon bells reaching from far away
Are conveying a message of prosperity
Golden sunshine & a velvety touch of the wind
 Are soothing the chaos in the air
And I know
There won't be an end to the prayer
Chimes will not cease
It's the season of happiness
I waited for
Welcome December
Keep the song of nature alive

How I feel lost

There's always an untold story
Deep within, written on the heart
But a ray of hope
Will be shining on the soul
As a reminder of love of God
It's just the time
Cycle of unbearable betrayals
Because numbness isn't  a sign of surrender
Cry of soul isn't a sign of weakness
There is no poison
No selfishness
It's the acceptance you experience
For you know it ain't no end
Maybe journey had never begun
To shed tears on
Maybe it was a dream
figment of your imagination
For you wanted the best
Tried to be your best
Memories might haunt you
They always have
Still You won't live the past
Mask from every face will fall down
You are not beloved
You are not remembered
But you'll not be forgotten
For what you were
What you could've been
For you tried your best
And for the Devine was with you..

In the memory of

On a sunny day
At the turn of our lives
You left me singing a melody
A song from my heart
For the changing seasons

It was just for you
But you chose to go away
From my dreams
From a subtle reality
Now there isn't much left
Just a faint scar
In the memory of
Buried love & togetherness
Yes, you chose to go away
Leaving me looking at you
And you didn't turn back
There were things unsaid
And a poem just for you
For breaking me down
But the season has changed again
So am I
Now I look at you
I just look at you
And there isn't anything left unsaid.